I want to try and express a sentiment that has been preparing inside me for weeks.
For over a year now, I have lived a very isolated life. There are good and bad sides to it. One aspect of the way I chose to live is that I virtually. Newspapers, television, it all went by me. I had , nothing, nobody to taint me with any kind of preconception about the world, especially in the last six months.
As I make my way back into society, there is one thing that strikes me: The ridiculousness of equality.
I hadn’t lost a thought about it for months, as I had merely been perceiving my own little world. Now, as I come back, it seems unreal to me that anybody actually takes it seriously.
When I first started to frequent SJWs. To me, it was something of a past life, something I had left behind as a childish notion, not to be considered again.some time back, it struck me as weird that they were concerned with
One doesn’t really argue with a child.
How can anyone think this is true?
I do not remember where the thought of equality once came from for me. It is so far away from my consciousness in this moment that I can not even find a way to connect with the idea as something meaningful. It is just nonsense.
It is like saying an apple is a banana.
I don’t know how to argue against it, because I can’t understand how it could make sense in the first place. How it could be a statement?
When I walk the street, I see people of all shapes and sizes, beautiful, ugly, confident, shy; some disgust me, some frighten me, some enlighten me. But not one is like the other. If they are equal, what is equality supposed to mean?
I took an. I . I started . All these things showed me that there are limits imposed on me by nature that may not be imposed on others.
Me, I am a nutcase in some aspects, an outcast. I am as different from most people in my vicinity as I can imagine.
If I am vastly different from other men and other men are vastly different from each other, how could then a man and a woman – by any kind of general rule – be equal?
Is there some hidden truth I don’t see?
It takes me as little as one glance to see that. That she is beautiful. She makes me feel ways that men never make me feel – sexually excited, aroused, joyful. That is a woman.
Men don’t have breasts and vaginas.
Couldn’t the truth be that simple? Couldn’t thinking feel so … right?
How can you look at a man and a woman and say they are the same? You would have to wear a blindfold. You would have not to see anybody’s features to claim that everybody’s features are identical. Not see, not hear, not smell, not feel..
When I touch a turd, it feels different from touching a breast. It’s not equal.
I am not kidding you about my intellectual innocence. I do not even know how to continue this article. How can I show to you how insubstantial I find equality? Can I really say anything more than that I find the thought alien and weirdly ungraspable?
Maybe the reason I am writing this is my memory of once being concerned about it, too.
And now, it’s nothing more than a word with literally no meaning. It doesn’t upset, strain or move me, it merely mildly confuses me. Why is that? What is this pure innocence of perception and wonder that has me?
I want to share it with you, because it feels so relaxed, so simple, just being. But I don’t know how.
Is equality another word like god that people attribute meaning to? That arouses feelings of reverence for no apparent reason?
People speak it as if it had meaning, but it doesn’t to me. They say But what about equality? And I can’t but wonder but think What do you mean? Please help me understand you. You are uttering sentences, but I do not know what you are trying to communicate. I want you to help me understand. Can you?
Why, yes how, would I argue against equality? What complex argument could I unfold against the assertion that 2+2=5? It is simply not true. Why? Because mathematics is a system with a purpose. So is language. If words can mean anything, what reason is there to communicate? What big refutation do I need?
Do you get it?
What is equality?