Do you really want to have an exciting flirt with that hot girl?
Yeah, I know. Bad boys don’t flirt. They take what’s theirs. Apply it to any style you wish. Now shut up.
Do you really want to let her look into your eyes and see your soul for what it is and offer your burning desire to her as carelessly excited as if it was a replaceable bonbon? Do you want to let her go anytime if she doesn’t show interest?
Do you really want to lie on top of her and touch her, knowing that she keenly observes anything you do to her? Knowing that she might not like it?
Because if you really want that, nothing can hurt you. Chances are, if you are a narcissist, that you don’t really .
Despite all my anxiety and the fact that I am kind of a monster, I greatly enjoyed my first time having sex. It was in a good phase of my life. It’s a proof of concept. She wouldn’t have made for beauty portraits, but her body I desired, desired to smell and touch, so much, every inch of it. And I didn’t regret having to leave because. Which is also kind of an abstract term. I will elaborate in future posts.
In a way what I’m suggesting is: worst kind of monster and manage to be careless about that fact around anybody you would otherwise or despise, you will be invulnerable. You will be invulnerable because there will be no pain that can surprise you.of life. . If you are the
To venture deeper in this matter, consider Book of Five Rings:. Read about the life of Miyamoto Musashi. Here is a quote from his
[…] a man’s death demonstrated his sincerity, and in considering himself as already dead, he was able to complete his daily work with utter peace and tranquility.
As a narcissist, you may have trouble really understanding the meaning of such a state. You may be. You have seen heroes on television die for their cause. You identified with them. You may have told people what you would die for.
Or you may already have become a nihilist who, being confronted in such a way, turned out to be a coward and lost belief in such ideals.
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You see people do painful things in movies. You watch a motivational speech or read a wise quote on Facebook. Never let your fire extinguish! You feel the hero inside you. You say: Yes, I can. Let me tell you: You have been lied to. You may feel the hero, but you have not felt what the hero was up against. We do not rise to the occasion, but rather fall back to our level of training. You have not felt the heroes pain. You may never really have felt real devastation in your life. You don’t know what you are up against. Unless you’ve had similar experiences.
Confrontation with reality is necessary to know yourself; it is necessary to find out the things you can’t change at the moment to focus on the things you can.
For starters, go train some hardlike Muay Thai. You don’t have to do it forever, just go there 3 or 4 times for the experience. Take part in the training with experienced, muscular guys – especially if you are not. You will feel small and defeated.
Still believe that a hero at the end of his journey feels superficially satisfied, with his stomach full of popcorn?
If it takes this amount of pain to be a hero, do you really want to be one? What if life forces you to?
Do make the grave mistake of forcing yourself to endure pain that you don’t really want to endure and you will understand the significance.
Be glad, this place will serve as your sanctuary until you have made the decision. See the waves outside? Imagine them real. Imagine being swallowed by them as the only way to get a chance to live. Because, emotionally, that’s what you may be up against.
What kinds of hardships have you been through? What kind of adventures did you learn to love? Please share.